Jan 26, 2015

I wish the media could shut up themselves for a moment,

so that we'd live in peace.

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Feb 8, 2014

A Cup of Cafe Late

It's 4.25 pm and I'm sitting here in my favorite cafe, 17 kilometers away from home. I'm on my way home but it's not night yet so I decided to visit here in order to enjoy Jakarta in the afternoon.

This cafe is my runway whenever I want to be alone. Besides I can see many things from here, being alone allows me to re-discover myself, contemplating about what steps I have taken in my life and what steps I'm going to take in the near future.

I don't know how many novels I have finished in this place. And thus, I learned diverse types of Jakarta people only by sitting nicely in this cafe; young business men with their secret conversation, old ladies who smoke, high school students eating fast food while operating their latest smart phone, and so forth.

That's why I love to write here, this place helps me getting lots of inspirations and ideas, plus accompanied by my favorite cafe late (plus 3 sachets of sugar, always).

Well, let me throw back to 2013. So many things have come up. Every single thing that happened in 2013, the ups and downs: finishing semester, leading the organization, falling in love, falling out of love, losing a friend. What I have achieved, and what I haven't.
What I have done and what I haven't.

Above all, I'm feeling like, 2013 gave me lots of lessons to be learned. I was once a very selfish girl; I used to think only my business and ignoring others'. But thank God I have so many super friends who are always beside me, notice me, support me, and remind me who I actually am. I'm a much better person now, I'm feeling so blessed and maturer than ever, and much closer to the almighty God.

I listed my mistakes I did in 2013, then I pick the lessons learned. And entering 2014, I told myself that I might stumbled upon my mistakes but I have to move on from every shortcoming.
Well I did.
However, I'm still the same person, I'm still me, I'm still an insecure and anxious girl, and I'm still dying to be a journalist.
I won't worry to face the new fresh year, I am ready for the next challenges of my life. And I am prepared for the new semester. I even seem very ready to start my thesis if only I could skip this semester.

But before that, I would like to enjoy my holiday. More novels to read and more movies to watch. I would like to breathe more fresh air before back struggling in the sixth semester. 
Holiday is the time to get back meeting up with old friends, that's to refresh my mind. And of course, I have to meet my best friend before she leaves for South Korea for a one year exchange at Yonsei University.

Well, it's 5.32 pm already and the cafe late is up, and I'm feeling sick already with two lovebirds sitting next to me, so I'm better go home now before my mom sends me another message asking where I am.

Catch ya later!.
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Jan 22, 2014

“Dance, when you're broken open. Dance, if you've torn the bandage off. Dance in the middle of the fighting. Dance in your blood. Dance when you're perfectly free.”


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Nov 29, 2013


Just stuck on a throwback moment. This is one of thousand moments I (really) miss in Barça.

I recently realised that love at the first sight apparently does exist. When you truly love someone or something, you will always love them just the way they are, even when they are changed, you will not change your love.

Just as I do to Barça. There's so many differences between el barca today and el barca I knew 3 years ago. But I still love them, even after Villa left. I collapsed but I moved on.

But the moments are still alive, the memories stay. I miss Guardiola, I miss Tito, I miss Messilla, MVP, Puyi, Abi.Their typical celebration, the tears of being the champion of Uefa Champions League, those blues and reds things.
I miss them all.
I even have my own 'epic nights' list of Barca matches I love the most. The La Manita against Real Madrid and the comeback match of Villa after he broke his leg for approximately 8 months are two of them.

But just as Guardiola said:

That's the beauty of football. Sometimes you laugh, sometimes you cry.

Good night ♥ Gimme more..

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Jan 18, 2013

Farewell The Click Five

It is finally official. The Click Five announced they were parting ways on January 14th. It was the most depressing day in my life. Words will never be able to explain how much I love this band, how much I dedicate my lifetime for their music.

I grew up listening to them. I never miss any single day without listening to their songs. It was back in 2008, the very first time God allowed me to know The Click Five, through the Jenny music video. I wouldn’t even think this band could really affect my life in the first place.

Compared with another Click Five fans, like my friends, who already adored The Click Five mostly since 2007, I could still be regarded as a new fan. I’m a Click Five fan who didn’t experience the Eric Dill era. I’m just another usual fan from a hundred Click Five fans outside.

And for my fellow Click Five fans, I know it’s killing us. When I read their official announcement, it was like the world collapsed. I was stuck scrolling my blackberry track pad, reading every single word without realizing tears were falling. My brain suddenly pushed me to flashback and remember every moment and special thing I have passed with The Click Five.

Here’s the announcement. I have read it like 526328 times.

My friend told me it was Ben who wrote the announcement. Words in the second paragraph just made my tears more and more falling. There’s no one can blame or be blamed in this case because-Thank God-this doesn't happen because of a conflict.

You know, early this month I proudly presented a Click Five 2013 calendar on the unofficial fan base twitter (@TC5Inonesia). Right now the more I check the calendar, the more I think that The Click Five's lifespan stops on the first month of this year. Pathetic.

I feel I have to thank The Click Five now. To Kyle, Ben, Joe, Joey, Ethan, and even Eric Dill. I don’t know what their each personality is like, but all I know is these guys are very talented in music and I’m into them. But to be honest, I have several special moments with Kyle, especially on Twitter. In spite of with great regret I must admit that he’s changed after he got more followers. I miss Kyle when he still has less than 10k followers. However, I understand that’s all because Kyle is getting more successful through his solo projects and I’m happy for that. And thanks, thanks for following me back Kyle. It’s the best thing that ever happened between me and my idol.

Thank you guys for accompanying my days for almost five years through your music. I just think I don’t have any back up bands to adore to, to love to. The Click Five is the one and only, and has been becoming my muse, my eternal thing. Even though they were parting ways, for me, The Click Five is still and always alive in my memory. 


There's no easy way to say goodbye, so baby just say goodnight   ...
-The Click Five
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Dec 21, 2012

“People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.”


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Nov 24, 2012

a pic of me and my idol, Najwa Shihab.
The best news anchor ever.
Wish I could be the next her.
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Sep 19, 2012

“Passion is energy. Feel the power that comes from focusing on what excites you.”

Oprah Winfrey

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Sep 9, 2012


I finally thought that I need to update my blog before the new semester begins. Moreover, Feb 10 is the last time I updated this blog.

Anyway, my sophomore year is coming. And it will be epic!
This semester I’m taking 6 subjects, which are TV Creative Planning; TV Programming; Social Statistics; Law & Ethics of Broadcasting; Mass Communication; and English 1!
I’m grateful that I always love my broadcasting subjects, at least that shows me I’m not wrong taking this major, plus I always get the best GPA. Thank God.

To make this post seems extensive, I’m going to talk about my recent days, a little bit.

Firstly I’d like to thank my Lifelong Best Friend, Sha, for buying me Something Blue as a belated birthday gift.
(Spending the whole day in Times with you was the best :D)

And next is about my organization in college that I’ve joined along a year, Mercu Buana English Club. We just held our biggest annual event, English Event 2012, on August 31st, Sept 2nd, and Sept 3rd. It’s a competition which involved high school and universities students in Jakarta and Tangerang as the participant. I can’t say it enough how exhausted we were, as the committee, but as long as the event was perfect, we are happy.
I love you MBEC family♥

And last but not least, I must say that I’m extremely happy about David Villa’s comeback. After 8 months not watching him on the field because of his injury, finally he comes back with some surprising moments.

I’m happy of Villa’s comeback for some reasons:

1.Happy that Villa is still the same as I knew him since 4 years ago. A family man. His celebration after scoring goal showed us he is indeed a good husband yet a good daddy of his daughters as well.

2.He scored sooner than I thought. In his both debut liga and international match, He made goal. People ain’t needed to doubt his skill anymore.

3.He scored with the same leg he broke. And that showed us how perfect his medical treatment was, (And plus be off from the field for 8 months). I’m proud of Barca medical team of how they decided when Villa will be ready back to play again.

That’s all. Thank you for setting aside your leisure time to read my blog, whoever you are.

I’ll be back cuddling my Something Blue♥

See ya.

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Aug 21, 2012

“In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away”

shing xiong

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